📘日本語で声日記と一日一つ医療英語の音読

#179 page 183 ご近所さんのお誘いの新年会でたくさん笑いました

Jan 4, 2024 11:54

#179 page 183 Chemotherapy began on Monday. Lucy, my mother, and I went to the infusion center together. I had an IV placed, settled into an easy chair, and waited. The drug cocktail would take four and a half hours to infuse. I passed the time napping, reading, and sometimes blankly staring, with Lucy and my mother next to me, interrupting the silence with occasional small talk. The other occupants of the room were in various states of health—some bald, some well-coiffed, some withered, some sprightly, some disheveled, some dapper. All lay still, silent, with IV tubing dripping poison into outstretched arms. I was to return every three weeks for treatment. I began to feel the effects the next day, a deep fatigue, a profound bone-weariness setting in. Eating, normally a source of great pleasure, was like drinking seawater. Suddenly, all of my joys were salted. For breakfast, Lucy made me a bagel with cream cheese; it tasted like a salt lick. I set it aside. Reading was exhausting. I had agreed to write a few chapters on the therapeutic potential of my research with V for two major neurosurgical text-books. That, too, I set aside. The days passed, television and forced feedings marking the time. A pattern developed over the weeks: the malaise would slowly ease, normalcy returning just in time for the next treatment. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#178 page 182 今年の私の一文字漢字とビジョンボード

Jan 2, 2024 14:00

今年の漢字は楽楽しみたい！楽器に触れ続けたい楽したい！笑 #178 page 182 "Yeah, that sounds about right. Insurance companies also make it hard to add it later, so that's another reason to use it up front." "Thanks for calling. 'll let you get back to enjoying the lake." "Okay. But there's one thing." She paused. "I'm totally happy for us to make your medical plan together; obviously, you're a doctor, you know what you're talking about, and it's your life. But if you ever want me to just be the doctor, I'm happy to do that, too." I hadn't ever considered that I could release myself from the responsibility of my own medical care. I'd just assumed all patients became experts at their own dis-eases. I remembered how, as a green medical student, knowing nothing, I would often end up asking patients to explain their diseases and treatments to me, their blue toes and pink pills. But as a doctor, I never expected paints to make decisions alone: I bore resnonsibility for do the same thing now, my doctor-self remaining responsible for my patient-self. Maybe I'd been cursed by a Greek god, but abdicating control seemed irresponsible, if not impossible. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#177 page 181 元旦の地震被害が最小限でありますように。防災について

Jan 2, 2024 09:37

#177 page 181 "This is not the end," she said, a line she must have used a thousand times—after all, did I not use similar speeches to my own patients?—to those seeking impossible answers. "Or even the beginning of the end. This is just the end of the beginning." And I felt better. A week after the biopsy, Alexis, the nurse practitioner, called. There were no new targetable mutations, so chemotherapy was the only option, and it was being set up for Monday. I asked about the specific agents and was told I'd have to talk to Emma. She was en route to Lake Tahoe with her kids, but she'd give me a call over the weekend. The next day, a Saturday, Emma called. I asked her what she thought about chemotherapy agents. "Well," she said. "Do you have specific thoughts?" "I guess the main question is whether to include Avastin," I said. "I know the data is mixed and that it adds potential side effects, and some cancer centers are turning away from it. In my mind, though, since there are a lot of studies supporting its use, I'd lean toward including it. We can discontinue it if I have a bad reaction to it. If that seems sensible to you." 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#176 page 179−180 今年の振り返りと音読長め、最後のオペ後

Dec 31, 2023 20:21

#176 page 179−180 On second thought, I left my books behind. They'd be of more use here. On my way out to the parking lot, a fellow approached to ask me something, but his pager went off. He looked at it, waved, turned, and ran back in to the hospital-"T'll catch you later!" he called over his shoulder. Tears welled up as I sat in the car, turned the key, and slowly pulled out into the street. I drove home, walked through the front door, hung up my white coat, and took off my ID badge. I pulled the battery out of my pager. I peeled off my scrubs and took a long shower. Later that night, I called Victoria and told her I wouldn't be in on Monday, or possibly ever again, and wouldn't be setting the OR schedule. "You know, I've been having this recurring nightmare that this day was coming," she said. "I don't know how you did this for so long. Lucy and I met with Emma on Monday. She confirmed the plan we'd envisioned: bronchoscopic biopsy, look for targetable mutations, otherwise chemo. The real reason I was there, though, was for her guidance. I told her I was taking leave from neurosurgery. "Okay," she said. "That's fine. You can stop neurosurgery if, say, you want to focus on something that matters more to you. But not because you are sick. You aren't any sicker than you were a week ago. This is a bump in the road, but you can keep your current trajectory. Neurosurgery was important to you." Once again, I had traversed the line from doctor to patient, from actor to acted upon, from subject to direct object. My life up until my illness could be understood as the linear sum of my choices. As in most modern narra-tives, a character's fate depended on human actions, his and others. King Lear's Gloucester may complain about human fate as "flies to wanton boys," but it's Lear's vanity that sets in motion the dramatic arc of the play. From the Enlightenment onward, the individual occupied center stage. But now I lived in a different world, a more ancient one, where human action paled against superhuman forces, a world that was more Greek tragedy than Shakespeare. No amount of effort can help Oedipus and his parents escape their fates; their only access to the forces controlling their lives is through the oracles and seers, those given divine vision. What I had come for was not a treatment plan—I had read enough to know the medical ways forward-but the comfort of oracular wisdom. #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#175 page 178 職場でのジレンマ、安全と自由/ポールの最後のオペ

Dec 29, 2023 19:17

#175 page 178 Good. One good thing. As we uncovered the patient, the scrub nurse, one with whom I hadn't worked before, said, "You on call this weekend, Doc?" "Nope." And possibly never again. "Got any more cases today?" "Nope." And possibly never again. "Shit, well, I guess that means this is a happy ending! Work's done. I like happy endings, don't you, Doc?" "Yeah. Yeah, I like happy endings." I sat down by the computer to enter orders as the nurses cleaned and the anesthesiologists began to wake the patient. I had always jokingly threatened that when I was in charge, instead of the high-energy pop music everyone liked to play in the OR, we'd listen exclusively to bossa nova. I put Getz/ Gilberto on the radio, and the soft, sonorous sounds of a saxophone filled the room. I left the OR shortly after, then gathered my things, which had accumulated over seven years of work-extra sets of clothes for the nights you don't leave, tooth- brushes, bars of soap, phone chargers, snacks, my skull model and collection of neurosurgery books, and so on. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#174 page 177 仕事上がりに立ち寄ったバー🍷昨晩の出会い

Dec 28, 2023 16:09

#174 page 177 The attending scrubbed in, and together we completed the bony removal. He began to pick away at the ligaments, beneath which lay the dura, which contained spinal fluid and the nerve roots. The most common error at this stage is tearing a hole in the dura. I worked on the opposite side. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw near his instrument a flash of blue the dura starting to peek through. "Watch out!" I said, just as the mouth of his instrument bit into the dura. Clear spinal fluid began to fill the wound. I hadn't had a leak in one of my cases in more than a year. Repairing it would take another hour. "Get the micro set out," I said. "We have a leak." By the time we finished the repair and removed the choulders burned. The attending broke scrub, offered his apologies and said his thanks, and left me to close. The layers came together nicely. I began to suture the skin, using a running nylon stitch. Most surgeons used staples, but I was convinced that nylon had lower infection rates, and we would do this one, this final closure, my way. The skin came together perfectly, without tension, as if there had been no surgery at all. ⭐️最後に、2週間継続している抗不安薬や安定剤の効果、調子いいこと話しました。調子いいです。過食嘔吐もなく、娘にあたることもなくなりました。【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#173 page 176 我が家には時計🕰️がいっぱいの話。朝活、寝起きについて

Dec 27, 2023 10:51

#173 page 176 The morning passed, and I scrubbed for my last case. Suddenly the moment felt enormous. My last time scrubbing? Perhaps this was it. I watched the suds drip off my arms, then down the drain. I entered the OR, gowned up, and draped the patient, making sure the corners were sharp and neat. I wanted this case to be perfect. I opened the skin of his lower back. He was an elderly man whose spine had degenerated, compressing his nerve roots and causing severe pain. I pulled away the fat until the fascia appeared and I could feel the tips of his vertebrae. I opened the fascia and smoothly dissected the muscle away, until only the wide, glistening vertebrae showed up through the wound, clean and bloodless. The attending wandered in as I began to remove the lamina, the back wall of the vertebrae, whose bony overgrowths, along with ligaments beneath, were compressing the nerves. "Looks good," he said. "If you want to go to today's conference, I can have the fellow come in and finish." My back was beginning to ache. Why hadn't I taken an extra dose of NSAIDs beforehand? This case should be quick, though. I was almost there. "Naw," I said. "I want to finish the case." 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#172 両親と娘との食事時間　LAの現地校でPTA活動していた母

Dec 26, 2023 16:25

今朝音読したので、今晩の出来事話しています。両親がアメリカ🇺🇸在住していた時の話。今晩行った焼き鳥の居酒屋に、当時の英語でのスピーチ原稿を持参してきた母、娘がぜひ聞きたいって。母がそれを読み上げて、私が日本語に訳す。父親も負けずのように、当時自分もスピーチをしたことを話したり、懐かしい話で楽しみました。両親が元気に話してくれる、そんな時間がありがたい。いろいろと今まで、心配ばかりかけてきたし、反抗もしてきたけど、今またこうやって短時間でも笑って過ごせた時間は貴重です。改めて親の偉大さにも気づきました。娘にとってもいい刺激だったはず😃 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#171 page175 洋書の音読のみ📘詰まりすぎです💦

Dec 26, 2023 03:46

#171 page 175 As I stepped out of my car at the hospital at five-twenty the next morning, I inhaled deeply, smelling the eucalyptus and ... was that pine? Hadn't noticed that before. I met the resident team, assembled for morning rounds. We reviewed overnight events, new admissions, new scans, then went to see our patients before M&M, or morbidity and mortality conference, a regular meeting in which the neurosurgeons gathered to review mistakes that had been made and cases that had gone wrong. Afterward, I spent an extra couple of minutes with a patient, Mr. R. He had developed a rare syndrome, called Gerstmann's, where, after I'd removed his brain tumor, he'd begun showing several specific deficits: an inability to write, to name fin-gers, to do arithmetic, to tell left from right. I'd seen it only once before, as a medical student eight years ago, on one of the first patients I'd followed on the neurosurgical was euphoric_I wondered if that was part of the syndrome that no one had described before. Mr. R was getting better, though: his speech had returned almost to normal, and his arithmetic was only slightly off. He'd likely make a full recovery. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#170 page 173-174 音読だけ📕ガン再発のエピソードのところ

Dec 25, 2023 07:31

#170 page 173-174 I hopped out of the CT scanner, seven months since I had returned to surgery. This would be my last scan before finishing residency, before becoming a father, before my future became real. "Wanna take a look, Doc?" the tech said. "Not right now," I said. "I've got a lot of work to do today." It was already six P.M. I had to go see patients, organize tomorrow's OR schedule, review films, dictate my clinic notes, check on my post-ops, and so on. Around eight P.M., I sat down in the neurosurgery office, next to a radiology viewing station. I turned it on, looked at my patients' scans for the next day—two simple spine cases—and, finally, typed in my own name. I zipped through the images as if they were a kid's flip-book,comparing the new scan to the last. Everything looked the same, the old tumors remained exactly the same ... except, wait. I rolled back the images. Looked again. There it was. A new tumor, large, filling my right middle lobe. It looked, oddly, like a full moon having almost cleared the horizon. Going back to the old images, I could make out the faintest trace of it, a ghostly harbinger now brought fully into the world. I was neither angry nor scared. It simply was. It was a fact about the world, like the distance from the sun to the earth. I drove home and told Lucy. It was a Thursday night, and we wouldn't see Emma again until Monday, but Lucy and I sat down in the living room, with our lap-tops, and mapped out the next steps: biopsies, tests, chemotherapy. The treatments this time around would be tougher to endure, the possibility of a long life more re-mote. Eliot again: "But at my back in a cold blast I hear / the rattle of the bones, and chuckle spread from ear to ear." Neurosurgery would be impossible for a couple of weeks, perhaps months, perhaps forever. But we decided that all of that could wait to be real until Monday. Today was Thursday, and I'd already made tomorrow's OR assignments; I planned on having one last day as a resident. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#169 昨晩のライブに参加して、嬉しかったこと🎵雑音すみません

Dec 25, 2023 06:54

私が医療英語を学ぶきっかけを与えてくれたおたんこナース高橋奈央子さんのライブ放送（スタエフ） https://stand.fm/episodes/65889d10cd3028b7c670e003 に昨晩は参加できました。その時の嬉しかったことを声日記で、ぜひ残しておこうと思って、今日は音読なしの配信になります。まとまらず、思いのままに話してますが、人との繋がりが温まるし、ありがたいと思えた時間でした❤️‍🩹 もこもこの服にマイク🎙️が擦れてて、お聞きづらくてすみません🙏 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#168 page 172 🩷400いいねありがとう！自宅クリスマス👄口腔ケア

Dec 23, 2023 19:02

#168 page 172 Struggle toward the capital-T Truth, but recognize that the task is impossible or that if a correct answer is possible, verification certainly is impossible. In the end, it cannot be doubted that each of us can see only a part of the picture. The doctor sees one, the patient another, the engineer a third, the economist a fourth, the pearl diver a fifth, the alcoholic a sixth, the cable guy a seventh, the sheep farmer an eighth, the Indian beggar a ninth, the pastor a tenth. Human knowledge is never contained in one person. It grows from the relationships we create between each other and the world, and still it is never complete. And Truth comes somewhere above all of them, where, as at the end of that Sunday's reading,the sower and reaper can rejoice together. For here the saying is verified that "One sows and another reaps." I sent you to reap what you have not worked for; others have done the work, and you are sharing the fruits of their work. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#167 page 171 職場で嬉しかったこと振り返り❤️‍🩹

Dec 22, 2023 14:28

#167 page 171 Yet I returned to the central values of Christianity— sacrifice, redemption, forgiveness—because I found them so compelling. There is a tension in the Bible between justice and mercy, between the Old Testament and the New Testament. And the New Testament says you can never be good enough: goodness is the thing, and you can never live up to it. The main message of Jesus, I believed, is that mercy trumps justice every time. Not only that, but maybe the basic message of original sin isn't "Feel guilty all the time." Maybe it is more along these lines: "We all have a notion of what it means to be good, and we can't live up to it all the time." Maybe that's what the message of the New Testament is, after all. Even if you have a notion as well defined as Leviticus, you can't live that way. It's not just impossible, it's insane. About God I could say nothing definitive, of course, but the basic reality of human life stands compellingly against blind determinism. Moreover, no one, myself included, credits revelation with any epistemic authority. We are all reasonable people revelation is not good enough. Even if God spoke to us, we'd discount it as delusional. So what, I wonder, is the aspiring metaphysician to do? Give up? Almost. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM * 🎗️ Resilience in the face of terminal illness * 📝 Importance of open and honest communication * 💖 Finding meaning and joy in life despite suffering and loss #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#166 page 168-170 年末年始の過ごし方、パートナーに感謝

Dec 21, 2023 11:50

#166 page 168-170 Yet the paradox is that scientific methodology is the product of human hands and thus cannot reach some permanent truth. We build scientific theories to organize and manipulate the world, to reduce phenomena into manageable units. Science is based on reproducibility and manufactured objectivity. As strong as that makes its ability to generate claims about matter and energy, it also makes scientific knowledge inapplicable to the existential, visceral nature of human life, which is unique and subjective and unpredictable. Science may provide the most useful way to organize empirical, reproducible data, but its power to do so is predicated on its inability to grasp the most central aspects of human life: hope, fear, love, hate, beauty, envy, honor; weakness, striving, suffering, virtue. Between these core passions and scientific theory, there will always be a gap. No system of thought can contain the fullness of human experience. The realm of metaphysics remains the province of revelation (this, not atheism, is what Occam argued, after all). And atheism can be justified only on these grounds The prototypical atheist, then, is Graham Greene's commandant from The Power and the Glory, whose atheism comes from a revelation of the absence of God. The only real atheism must be grounded in a world-making vision. The favorite quote of many an atheist, from the Nobel Prize winning French biologist Jacques Monod, belies this revelatory aspect: "The ancient covenant is in pieces; man at last knows that he is alone in the unfeeling immensity of the universe, out of which he emerged only by chance." 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#165 page 168-169 薬剤の効果💊年休取得しづらいことについて

Dec 18, 2023 18:34

#165 page 168-169 It was passages like these, where there is a clear mocking of literalist readings of Scripture, that had brought me back around to Christianity after a long stretch, following college, when my notion of God and Jesus had grown, to put it gently, tenuous. During my sojourn in ironclad atheism, the primary arsenal leveled against Christianity had been its failure on empirical grounds. Surely enlightened reason offered a more coherent cosmos. Surely Occam's razor cut the faithful free from blind faith. There is no proof of God; therefore, it is unreasonable to believe in God. Although I had been raised in a devout Christian family, where prayer and Scripture readings were a nightly ritual, I, like most scientific types, came to believe in the possibility of a material conception of reality, an ultimately scientific worldview that would grant a complete metaphysics, minus outmoded concepts like souls, God, and bearded white men in robes. I spent a good chunk of my twenties trying to build a frame for such an endeavor. The problem, however, eventually became evident: to make science the arbiter of metaphysics is to banish not only God from the world but also love, hate, meaning-to consider a world that is self-evidently not the world we live in. That's not to say that if you be- lieve in meaning, you must also believe in God. It is to say, though, that if you believe that science provides no basis for God, then you are almost obligated to conclude that science provides no basis for meaning and, there-fore, life itself doesn't have any. In other words, existential claims have no weight; all knowledge is scientific knowledge. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#164 page 167-168 半日寝た！初めて精神安定剤に頼ってみます

Dec 17, 2023 14:42

#164 page 167-168 On a crystalline spring morning on the third Sunday of Lent, Lucy and I went to church with my parents, who had flown in from Arizona for a weekend visit. We sat together in a long wooden pew, and my mother struck up a conversation with the family sitting next to us, first complimenting the mother on her baby daughter's eyes, then quickly moving on to matters of greater substance, her skills as a listener, confidante, and connector fully evident. During the pastor's Scripture reading, I suddenly found myself chuckling. It featured a frustrated Jesus whose metaphorical language receives literal interpretation from his followers: Jesus answered and said to her, "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again; but whoever drinks the water I shall give will never thirst; the water I shall give will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life." The woman said to him, "Sir, give me this water, so that I may not be thirsty or have to keep coming here to draw water." ... Meanwhile, the disciples urged him, "Rabbi, eat." But he said to them, "I have food to eat of which you do not know." So the disciples said to one another, "Could someone have brought him something to eat?" 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM * 🎗️ Resilience in the face of terminal illness * 📝 Importance of open and honest communication * 💖 Finding meaning and joy in life despite suffering and loss #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#163 page165-166 声に出すメリット・今日一日頑張れば休み！

Dec 15, 2023 11:17

#163 page165-166 When I'd first lost the professorship at Stanford, I'd consoled myself with the idea that running a lab made sense only on a twenty-year time scale. Now I saw that this was, in fact, true. Freud started his career as a successful neuroscientist. When he realized neuroscience would need at least a century to catch up with his true ambition of understanding the mind, he set aside his mi-croscope. I think I felt something similar. Transforming neurosurgery through my research was a gamble whose odds had been made too long by my diagnosis; the lab wasn't the place I wanted to plunk the remainder of my chips. I could hear Emma's voice again: You have to figure out what's most important to you. If I no longer sought to fly on the highest trajectory of neurosurgeon and neuroscientist, what did I want? To be a father? To be a neurosurgeon? To teach? I didn't know. But if I did not know what I wanted, I had learned something, something not found in Hip-pocrates, Maimonides, or Osler: the physician's duty is not to stave off death or return patients to their old lives, but to take into our arms a patient and family whose lives have disintegrated and work until they can stand back up and face, and make sense of, their own existence. My own hubris as a surgeon stood naked to me now: as much as I focused on my responsibility and power over patients' lives, it was at best a temporary responsi-bility, a fleeting power. Once an acute crisis has been re-solved, the patient awakened, extubated, and then discharged, the patient and family go an living and things are never quite the same. A physician's words can ease the mind, just as the neurosurgeon's scalpel can ease a disease of the brain. Yet their uncertainties and morbidities, whether emotional or physical, remain to be grappled with. Emma hadn't given me back my old identity. Shed protected my ability to forge a new one. And, finally, I knew I would have to. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM * 🎗️ Resilience in the face of terminal illness * 📝 Importance of open and honest communication * 💖 Finding meaning and joy in life despite suffering and loss #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#162 page164 オペ室への申し送り・産業医面談で言われたことなど。

Dec 15, 2023 11:54

#162 page164 That night, the chairman was driving me back to my hotel after dinner. He stopped the car and pulled over. "Let me show you something," he said. We got out and stood in front of the hospital, looking over a frozen lake, its far edge luminous with specks of light leaking from faculty houses. "In summer, you can swim or sail to work. In winter, you can ski or ice-skate." It was like a fantasy. And in that moment, it hit me: it was a fantasy. We could never move to Wisconsin. What if I had a serious relapse in two years? Lucy would be isolated, stripped of her friends and family, alone, caring for a dying husband and new child. As furiously as I had tried to resist it, I realized that cancer had changed the calculus. For the last several months, I had striven with every ounce to restore my life to its precancer trajectory, trying to deny cancer any purchase on my life. As desperately as I now wanted to feel triumphant, instead I felt the claws of the crab holding me back. The curse of cancer created a strange and strained existence, challenging me to be neither blind to, nor bound by, death's approach. Even when the cancer was in retreat, it cast long shadows. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM * 🎗️ Resilience in the face of terminal illness * 📝 Importance of open and honest communication * 💖 Finding meaning and joy in life despite suffering and loss #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#161 page163 好きなPodcast、外国人患者との会話など

Dec 13, 2023 19:55

#161 page163 In February, I flew to Wisconsin for a job interview. They were offering everything I wanted: millions of dollars to start a neuroscience lab, head of my own clinical service, flexibility if I needed it for my health, a tenure-track professorship, appealing job options for Lucy, high salary, beautiful scenery, idyllic town, the perfect boss. "I understand about your health, and you probably have a strong connection with your oncologist," the department chairman told me. "So if you want to keep your care there, we can fly you back and forth-though we do have a top-notch cancer center here, if you want to explore it. Is there anything else I can do to make this job more attractive? I thought about what Emma had told me. I had gone from being unable to believe I could be a surgeon to being one, a transformation that carried the force of religious conversion. She had always kept this part of my identity in mind, even when I couldn't. She had done what I had challenged myself to do as a doctor years ear-lier: accepted mortal responsibility for my soul and returned me to a point where I could return to myself. I had attained the heights of the neurosurgical trainee, set to become not only a neurosurgeon but a surgeon-scientist. Every trainee aspires to this goal; almost none make it. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM * 🎗️ Resilience in the face of terminal illness * 📝 Importance of open and honest communication * 💖 Finding meaning and joy in life despite suffering and loss #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

#160 page162 口内炎と頭痛で鎮痛剤服用の話、鎮痛解熱剤について💊

Dec 12, 2023 18:31

#160 page162 At some point, then, I began to do a little bargaining—or not exactly bargaining. More like: "God, I have read Job, and I don't understand it, but if this is a test of faith, you now realize my faith is fairly weak, and probably leaving the spicy mustard off the pastrami sandwich would have also tested it? You didn't have to go nuclear on me, you know.." Then, after the bargaining, came flashes of anger: "I work my whole life to get to this point, and then you give me cancer?" And now, finally, maybe I had arrived at denial. Maybe total denial. Maybe, in the absence of any certainty, we should just assume that we're going to live a long time. Maybe that's the only way forward. I was operating until late at night or into the early morning, fixated on graduation, my diagnosis nine months in the past. My body was taking a beating. I was too tired to eat when I got home. I had been slowly upping the dose of Tylenol and NSAIDs and antiemetics. I had developed a persistent cough, presumably caused by scarring from the dead tumor in my lungs. I only had to keep up this relentless pace for a couple more months, I told myself, and then I would graduate from residency and settle into the comparatively calmer role of a professor. 【この本に関する紹介動画】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iR0-ydRFc https://youtu.be/jWVIsS7-8D4 https://youtu.be/6VacgRdKqjM * 🎗️ Resilience in the face of terminal illness * 📝 Importance of open and honest communication * 💖 Finding meaning and joy in life despite suffering and loss #英語音読　#洋書音読　 #Whenbreathbecomesair #いま希望を語ろう〜　「生きる意味」早川書房 📕When breath becomes airの本📕 https://www.kinokuniya.co.jp/f/dsg-02-9781784701994 When Breath Becomes Air https://amzn.asia/d/drGuE2B 📘わたしが去年医学英語検定に向けて学び、今年から読書を習慣目標に、洋書も読み出すようになりました。そして、この本では、以前学んだ単語にもたくさん出会えたこと、医療現場と患者家族の苦悩もイメージができたこと、それが完読につながりました。この本を読むのは２回目で、音読を録音し、発信を挑戦中です。途中から #声日記として、その日の思いをつらつらと喋ったりしています。 📘私が音読の配信を始めるきっかけは #1の放送でお話しています。継続して、緊張感は少しもちつつ、配信のプレッシャー感じながら英語に毎日触れるためです。 1人言のように話しています。ふと我に返り、録音していることを思い出し、等身大の私です。事前準備なく衝動的にとりあえずやり始めました。英語学習先の目標は、１、私が楽しく学び続けることで幸せを感じること、 2、医療現場での、コミュニケーション、相手への安心感に繋げたい。【自己紹介】はご興味あれば、プロフィール欄に記載しています。ここまで、読んでくださりありがとうございます。 --- stand.fmでは、この放送にいいね・コメント・レター送信ができます。 https://stand.fm/channels/62d3519f1459d9dde088d99f

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