日常の苦悩とメンタルヘルス
Life is hard? Yeah, it happens.
Family? Yeah, that too.
Developmental disability? It's not just that.
A conclusion? No conclusions.
Thanks for tuning in. This podcast, Kamuroi, discusses daily struggles, mental health, and family conflicts associated with neurodiversity, isolation, social disconnection, life as someone navigating unique challenges. Their life emotions and reflections are shared with you.
誕生日と人間関係
I'm gonna talk about end of year in Japanese.
When I was in depression, I was doing something, etc.
Firstly, it's common for Japanese people, Japanese talk about blood type, A or B or C or AB or so.
It's on my mind few years ago, and I thought same birthday and nearby birthday.
Similar characteristic and identity, I was interested in birthday.
Recently, I listened a podcast for my English learning.
Podcaster is similar to me, and his birthday is close to mine.
I believe kind of, it's birthday something.
I find characteristic of person by birthday.
Just now, I believe it.
Anyway, it was mystery, strange.
Characteristic is similar and birthday is close to my next.
Whatever I'm getting, good luck or bad luck, it's always on my mind.
アイドルと運命
A certain idol start a certain business.
This was MC of this program.
First episode, there was guest, and this idol is fan of them.
I think that's good luck.
Happened same timing.
She became MC and favorite person was coming.
If I were her, if I had been her, I think I get used to this program.
Then, I want them to come here, come this program.
For example, like this.
When good things come all at once, I think I'm bad luck person.
A certain idol quit this group.
That time, I thought she's becoming famous idol, but she quit.
It's this timing. It's bad timing.
I don't understand this thinking.
A lot of people say, don't think, take action.
思考と行動の探求
When you just think about something, you get nothing.
Don't think, feel.
I don't understand this thinking, this teaching.
It's religion.
It has no evidence.
When I was believer of a certain religion, I was said religious leader.
I was said like this thing.
It bothered me.
What is thinking?
What is taking action?
Who know? All human input and output.
From where? I don't know.
I'm not sure.
From where input?
What is input? What is output?
I'm not sure.
I think thinking is action. Thinking is practice.
Thinking is also taking action.
Women's body is taking action.
I'm not sure.
Conversation is taking action or thinking.
Who know?
Next.
成功とブログの試み
A few days ago, I was doing blog.
There was two pattern.
Two pattern.
There was two pattern.
There was person
who is doing salary and success.
To be success.
There was person.
They obviously succeed.
And there was person who quit blog.
And there was person who isn't able to continue.
But I am not both of them.
I was doing salary, but I didn't succeed.
Next.
日常生活とルーティン
It happened today.
I couldn't understand.
Sukiyaki is similar to teriyaki.
This is similar.
She serve sukiyaki today.
It's common for my family.
End of year.
We had sukiyaki end of year.
Once a year.
But same taste.
But it didn't have beef.
Not beef.
There was chicken.
No. Pork.
It's pork.
It's pork.
I don't know why.
She serve similar dish.
This timing.
Next.
I always make sure to keep routine.
It bothers me sometimes.
Problem.
Problem.
Happened.
Sometimes.
Force.
Sometimes.
Force.
Isn't closed.
Sometimes.
The force.
Isn't completely closed.
But I make sure.
As I said.
I make sure.
To keep my routine.
I make sure to keep up my routine.
孤独な思索
So.
Yokan should.
Always.
Recently.
Yokan.
Turn on.
Go to.
Turn on.
Close.
Force.
I wanna say.
You don't need to do like this.
You don't need.
You don't need to close force.
But I'm bad luck person.
If I change something and.
That's timing.
That's timing.
If I can't completely.
I start to.
That's timing.
If I become.
If I become.
Enable to.
Close the force.
Like this.
I end up thinking.
Next.
I got depression.
This is terrible.
Sick.
It is terrible.
Illness of.
Mentor.
At the timing of.
Being terrible.
When this illness.
Became terrible.
I watched 3 program.
It helped me.
Adult film actor.
Appeared.
This is.
This was.
Not.
No.
Fancy and.
In a way.
3 program.
But it helped me.
Next.
More than 10 years ago.
This is start.
It started.
It has.
It has bothered me.
When I eating.
Eating.
Something.
I'm not.
I still.
Not sure.
What.
Whatever.
I should try to.
Try to.
Taste.
Flavor of.
Ingredient.
Flavor of ingredient.
Or not.
If I talk.
About.
Detail.
Of this thing.
This thing has.
A lot of things.
Next.
A certain podcaster said.
I don't sure.
East and west and.
11.
12.
11 is.
11,12.
In Japanese.
This is.
11,12.
I'm not sure.
So he said.
He said.
Elevator.
Escalator.
Like this.
Kinda.
Like.
It's bothered me.
And pork or chicken.
It's.
I'm.
I was.
Thinking.
I was confused.
It seemed to similar thing.
But.
East and west.
I'm sure.
I can understand soon.
So I can't.
Understand.
Him.
Next.
Recently.
I end up thinking.
学校生活の思い出と食事
I end up.
Fantasizing.
In my school days.
Classmate.
Made fun of me.
But.
That's help me.
So I appreciate.
For him.
Next corner is.
Hikimeshi.
I had.
As I said.
Sukiyaki.
I had pork and.
Hakusai shirataki.
And green onion today.
It involve.
Green onion.
This is good.
This was good taste.
And penne.
It's pasta.
It's salad of pasta.
Pasta salad and kimchi.
It's Korean food.
Always it's good taste.
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