第5512回 about most popular japanese music tv show

このエピソードは思考整理のための独り語りです。メンタルヘルスや発達特性を背景に、日常の悩 みや感情をそのまま話しています。聞き流しても問題ありません。

 This episode is a personal audio journal on daily struggles, mental health, andneurodiversity. It is meant to be listened to casually in the background.

このポッドキャストは、生きづらさ・メンタルヘルス・家庭問題を中心に、 日常で起きる出来事や思考を、感情を煽らず淡々と語る雑談ポッドキャストです。親子関係の衝突、家庭内トラブル、機能不全家族。 「普通」や「当たり前」とされる家族像や会話が成立しない現実を扱います。 発達障害（ASD / ADHD）、うつ病、双極性障害、不安障害、社会不安、幸福恐怖、強迫性障害（OCD）。 個人の特性と、家庭・社会環境が噛み合わないことで生じる問題を取り上げます。 宗教二世として育った経験から、 オカルトやスピリチュアルを信じて自分を誤魔化しながら生きることができない感覚についても語ります。 物事を都合よく解釈して安心することができず、 現実をそのまま見てしまうことによる生きづらさを扱います。 長期間の引きこもり、無職、就職活動の失敗、働けない現実。社会復帰の難しさや、将来への不安を、理想論ではなく事実として話します。 難病である潰瘍性大腸炎の可能性を抱えながら、 引きこもり状態のため十分な治療に繋がれない状況と、体調不安が日常生活に与える影響についても触れます。 人間関係のトラウマや、 新たなトラウマを作らないために距離を取るという選択。 人と関わる必要性を理解しつつも、発達障害が理解されにくい現実の中での葛藤を語ります。 哲学やニヒリズムを背景に、 存在の意味を求めるのではなく、 世の中を都合よく解釈する考え方そのものへの違和感や、人の思考の矛盾、浅はかさをスピリチュアルに逃げず考察します。 前向きさや希望を押し付ける番組ではありません。 答えを出すこともしません。 メンタルヘルス、発達障害、家庭問題、生きづらさを抱える人に向けた、静かで重めのトーク番組です。

This podcast focuses on mental health, neurodiversity, and family issues, discussed calmly and without emotional exaggeration. It covers parent-child conflict, dysfunctionalfamilies, and situations where so-called “normal” family dynamics do not work.Topics include ASD / ADHD, depression, bipolar disorder, anxiety disorders,social anxiety, fear of happiness, and obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD),exploring how personal traits clash with family and social environments.Growing up in a religious household, I talk about the inability to rely on occult or spiritual beliefs to comfort or deceive myself, and the difficulty of facing reality without convenient explanations. The podcast addresses long-term social withdrawal, unemployment, failed job searches, and the realistic difficulty of returning to society. I also discuss the possibility of living with ulcerative colitis, a chronic illness, while being unable to access proper treatment due to isolation, and how physical uncertainty affects daily life.Human relationships and trauma, choosing distance to avoid creating new wounds, and the struggle of living in a society where neurodiversity is rarely understood are recurring themes. Rather than seeking meaning, this podcastexamines how people conveniently interpret reality, the contradictions in human thinking, and social absurdities — without spiritual escape or comforting narratives. No self-help. No optimism. No answers. A quiet, heavy podcast forthose dealing with mental health issues, neurodiversity, family conflict, and the difficulty of living in reality as it is.

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日本の人気音楽番組に焦点を当て、特に年末に注目されたパフォーマンスやアイドルについて語ります。日本の音楽テレビ番組の人気やその影響、視聴者の反応を探ります。視聴率や観客の反応を分析しながら、日本の音楽番組の人気について議論します。視聴者やアーティストへの影響を探求し、日本の音楽テレビ番組の人気について議論します。

音楽番組の人気分析

Hello, welcome to my podcast. Thanks for tuning in. Today, here's what's happened.

Firstly, there was something on my mind, but it was solved, but after all, I'm a bad luck man.

Things are bad luck. Bad luck things happen all the time.

This time, for podcast, I was not sure about setting on my phone, but it solved.

Yesterday, but other way of setting was found. I found other way.

Next, as I said previous episode, there is very very popular music program in Japan.

This is New Year's Eve. We can watch on New Year's Eve.

And some people look performance. These people, these persons stood out this year.

There is some people who stood out this year. This year, I was surprised.

I watched YouTube few months ago and for watching a certain idol who quit Nogizaka46 and the person, as I said, the person was there.

So, I think yesterday, I thought yesterday, this person have stood out this year.

Because, she is this idol's very popular idol's friend. She appeared with this idol on YouTube.

日本の音楽テレビ番組の影響

For example, like this.

Next, this is common in Japanese. A certain comedian also appeared with Japanese idol on YouTube.

A lot of people watched it and after this episode, he became to appear advertisement.

She have a lot of business just now.

He is just now popular. Thanks for this idol.

The comedian is popular now. Thanks to this idol.

Next, next topic is qualification or something.

I can't understand qualification. Because qualification test, I can't understand it.

If people pass qualification test, it's no meaning. It's not useful.

Actually, they start to work. It's very different from qualification test.

I can't also understand English qualification. Especially, again, I can't understand.

There are a lot of difficult words in this exam.

But, people don't use in conversation these words.

And, if they gonna be expert, then they start to study difficult words, specific words.

They need specific words.

And, I can't also understand English class. English conversation class, I can't understand.

If once in a week, people go to this school, what's the meaning? It's no meaning.

I guess, they feel meaning.

Go to next. Next talk is very, very jealous.

I'm very jealous.

Because I recently, I listen to a certain program or podcast.

This podcaster quit original business.

Now, his business is teaching English.

Just now, he can work at anywhere.

So, he had been, he had stayed in hotel for three weeks.

So, I remember it. I remember it.

Before, I hope that I gonna work as freelancer.

And, I gonna stay hotel, very cheap hotel.

Because I can't do cleaning.

I have some problem.

Reason, reason is my mental and characteristic of spectrum.

So, I gonna polish, I'm gonna brush my teeth at gym.

Because I can't do cleaning sink.

I also, I thought I would, I couldn't be able to use bathroom.

Next, always I write things.

日本の音楽テレビ番組の人気

Things that have changed.

That's the main note.

But, I finish.

It's end.

I remove this thing.

And, I try to forget it.

But, few days ago, few days later.

Past time, few days later.

I begin to be anxious for something.

As I change, it happen.

As I change, it happen.

That's why, before changes, also the thing change.

So, I think.

Next, next corner is HIKIMESHI.

I had, yesterday I had hakusai and pork.

And, it's delicious.

And, Japanese food, Nikujaga.

It had potato.

Yesterday, a lot of potato.

But, it was not taste.

I didn't feel taste.

But, good texture.

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