検査結果を待つ感情
Welcome to Kevin's English Room Podcast.
Hello.
Hello.
Okay.
No.
Okay.
Do you have anything that you want to talk about?
I assume you didn't find anything great?
No, maybe I can dig deeper. I can find it.
No, I have a lot of things to talk about.
Yeah.
And this is the last episode before the...
Right, before knowing the results.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I did talk about what I wanted to talk about on the first three episodes today.
So, you know, got everything out there.
Anything you want to ask or you don't have any, not clear?
Well, at this moment, there's not many things that I...
I mean, I assume that you can answer, like, you know, about the...
If I do, like, questions about your situation and everything, you don't know it.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Sure, well, ask me then.
What?
You have a medical question, right?
Yeah, but after the information would be better.
Okay.
Because we will meet, right?
Before you're going to be in the hospital.
Right, we have another episode recording before being hospitalized.
That's better because without any information, my question will be very, like, I don't know, not on point or, like...
Okay, got it.
Things that you cannot...
Sure.
Even, you know...
Okay, sure, sure, sure, no problem.
But, yeah.
Yeah, I mean...
Right, it's...
It's almost 5...
Yeah, it's 5.30.
Yeah.
It's getting towards the end of the day.
Yes.
Getting more excited.
Because you've been waiting for this moment for more than fucking...
A week.
A week and a half.
Yeah.
Probably the longest week and a half...
Yeah.
I've had since, I don't know, but it's finally ending.
Yeah.
So...
That's the biggest emotion in you?
That's the biggest emotion in me.
It's finally ending.
Like, yeah, like, I want to...
I want this day to end and just wake up tomorrow.
Yeah.
Just go to the hospital and 1 p.m. tomorrow.
1 p.m. tomorrow.
Right, I do have the mornings, but, you know, it's the mornings, right?
I just have to live the mornings, that's it.
So...
I don't know if that made sense, but...
But, you know, the mornings are busy, you know?
Yeah.
Brush teeth, you know?
Eat breakfast.
Yeah, yeah, eat breakfast.
Maybe take a shower, maybe?
Yeah, maybe take a shower.
You're busy, right?
You're busy.
Clean your room.
Yeah, clean your room.
Yeah, get busy, you know?
Reply to emails, maybe, I don't know.
Yeah, maybe.
Right, so...
You don't have, like, free nothing time to think about random things.
That's right.
That's better.
That's right.
So, I just want to...
I just want to get through the night, you know?
So, in any cases, the new day won't be changed?
It could change, it could change.
Oh, it could change?
It could change.
Ah, okay.
So, it could change if the result could be...
You know, remember I showed you the...
検査結果の心構え
The chart?
The chart, the flowchart of what you should do when you found...
Yeah.
The guideline that all hospitals use?
Right.
Yeah.
So, if there's a possibility of it leading to a different outcome...
Yeah.
Then, you'd have to wait for maybe an additional...
Oh, okay.
Or maybe the cancer hasn't...
Maybe a certain cancer hasn't fully...
The results aren't out yet, maybe.
It's possible, it's possible.
Oh, I see.
It's possible.
But there's very low chance that you have to be in a hospital tomorrow, right after the...
Yeah, I don't think that's...
The session.
I don't think it's possible.
Yeah.
Okay.
Well, I mean, technically it is, but very low chance.
Yeah, okay.
Yeah, I don't think it's...
Yeah.
I don't think it's gonna happen.
No.
Yeah.
Okay, okay.
Right.
Yeah.
So, you're...
What's the feeling?
What's the emotion that you have right now?
You're excited?
I'm excited.
You're excited?
I'm excited to party afterwards.
The yakiniku or sushi?
Yeah.
I'm excited to appreciate life.
Yeah.
Once I'm in a relief.
Mm-hmm.
That.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yes.
Right.
That's the only thing I'm thinking about right now.
After tomorrow, tomorrow around p.m., you'll be relieved.
Yeah.
And then you have a week or so until that.
Until hospitalization?
Yeah.
That's right.
Are you free to do anything during one week or is it like limited?
I think I'm free to do anything.
Okay.
Yeah.
I think so.
So, you can eat whatever you want?
Yeah, I think so.
You can...
Okay.
Right, right.
I'm hospitalized from two days before the surgery.
Okay.
So, that's when I think the food restriction starts to happen.
I see.
Sort of empty my gut.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I think, yeah.
Okay.
I think before that, I think everything's okay.
Okay.
I think so.
So, it's only tomorrow then.
What are you talking about?
Tomorrow is the day.
Yeah.
Right.
And after that, you just...
You know everything and...
That's right.
That's right.
You're free kind of...
You're right.
That's right.
Even though like the surgery and hospitalization is waiting but...
That, you know, I can't ignore the risks of doing the surgery.
Yes, of course.
But, you know, the numbers are kind of low.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And I trust the Japanese healthcare system.
Yeah.
I trust the doctors and I trust the Da Vinci robot system.
Right.
So, yeah, I mean...
Right.
That, I'm not that concerned about.
Yeah.
And I feel like my body, I can recover, you know.
About the muscles and everything?
Oh, no, no.
I'm talking about like the Kizuguchi, you know.
Oh, I see.
I see.
I feel like my body is capable of recovering.
明日の検査結果
Yeah.
You know, pretty, you know, healthfully.
So...
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, I think I'm okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's just tomorrow then.
It's just tomorrow.
Yeah.
Right.
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So, it's very likely that you will be under that condition.
Yeah.
But still, like I'm kind of...
Even if it turned out to be something that I'm afraid of, which is like it transferred
to other organs, there are several ways of approaching it.
Okay.
When you think about Kouganzai, you know, our image that we have from dramas, TV shows,
right?
It's just you go bald, you puke a lot, you're feeling sick all the time.
It's actually a lot more further than that.
Okay.
A lot more different medicines.
There's medicines for that not happening as well.
So, if you actually look into the world of Kouganzai as well, that you have more possibilities
as well.
It's not as dark as what I guess the majority of the people who don't have...
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's not as dark as what the majority of people think, I think.
Okay.
So, you'd have ways to go around it.
Right.
Right.
So...
Yep.
Yep, yep, yep.
Yep, yep, yep.
What are you going to eat tonight?
Tonight?
I haven't decided yet.
But nothing special, yeah?
Because you don't...
You want to live life as usual.
Right.
And I kind of want to save up for tomorrow.
You know?
I don't want to go for nothing fancy tonight.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Trying to save for tomorrow.
Right, right.
So I can, you know...
Blast off.
Enjoy that.
Yeah.
Right.
So...
Yeah.
Yeah.
Research the restaurant tonight.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I already have, actually.
Yeah, you already have?
I have three places I want to go.
Okay.
Yeah, depending on the reservation.
So...
Awesome.
Good, good, good.
Yeah.
Good, good, good.
So...
Well, hope you all enjoy the meal, the dinner.
Yeah, yeah.
Tomorrow.
Thank you.
Yeah.
So, in terms of the podcast, the next episode will be the episode that...
I already know the results, right?
Yes.
So...
Right.
We'll see tomorrow.
Well, I mean, on YouTube, you already know, so...
Yeah.
If you're only listening to this on the podcast...
Yeah.
Tomorrow's episode, you'll find out.
Yeah.
Right, so...
Yeah.
All right.
But I really don't want anybody to go through this, like, weird, like, phase of, like, what's
gonna happen, so just go check out YouTube.
Right, right, right.
You know?
For...
Yeah.
For...
For...
Right, so...
All right.
Yeah.
So, this is the next episode.
Mm-hmm.
Out on...
Like, when is this gonna be out?
Like, during you're in the hospital or, like...
Yeah, so it's October 22nd, so I feel...
I think this is, like, right after I'm de-hospitalized.
Okay.
Yeah.
退院のタイミング
The de-hospitalizing timing really is up to my body, how fast I recover.
Oh, I see.
They did say around two weeks after the surgery.
Oh, okay.
So...
I don't know.
It is kind of just after the two weeks, so I could be de-hospitalized, could not be.
Okay, okay, okay.
Yeah.
I'm not sure about that.
All right.
Yeah.
So, those of...
Those who are listening to this podcast only, no worrying about, like, everything, maybe
he is already out of the hospital.
Out of the hospital, maybe.
Yeah, yeah.
I'll probably post something on Insta.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
If I'm out of the hospital.
Yeah.
So...
All right.
Okay.
So, wish me luck, everybody.
All right.
Yes, we do.
Yeah.
Thank you.
All right.
Thanks for listening, guys.
Thank you.
Bye-bye.
Sleep well, man.
Oh, yeah.
I probably will.
Sleeping is not much of a problem.
Yeah.
