第5456回 my strange characteristic i fantasize like this

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ポッドキャストでは、日本のアイドルプログラムについて、その階層的な構造や発達障害に関連する理解の難しさが議論されています。エピソードでは、人々が楽しむ様子や、特にホイップクリームについての会話が描かれています。特徴として、想像することが多く、その中でアイドルやアニメを思い浮かべます。このエピソードでは、リスナーが特定の趣味を持つ歌手をサポートする際の心情や、ちょっとした怪我から生じる不安について語られています。

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Hello and welcome to my podcast. Thanks for tuning in. It's very welcoming today. Here's what happened.

アイドルプログラムの階層構造

People, public always say don't compare human is in it higher and lower, but people always think that, always think hierarchy of people.

When I watching YouTube video on Japanese idol program, top idol are important for other idol member and staff. It's construction. Obviously, it's construction.

So, I can't understand because I'm developmental disorder. It's difficult to understand people's construction.

Next, when I watching idol and having meal, having dishes, it's good taste? It's not.

When I feel pleasure, it's okay for me.

When I eating dishes, I could have lunch. It doesn't matter. All people, all human is same thing.

As I said, all people, probably watching the movie, probably having a dinner, it doesn't matter. If they feel pleasure, it's no problem and it's enough.

Next, it happened today. Whip cream, we are talking about whip cream. I said whip cream is made from what? She said strange apply.

Can you understand my question?

She didn't agree. He didn't have answer.

However, as I said, you should like this, you should tell me.

Next corner is popcorn corner.

想像の繰り返し

I fantasize. Listen to me. I fantasize. Repeat over and over.

I fantasize.

Almost teacher terrible for me.

Certain teacher is so.

Like this, I remark something to teacher.

Like this, I fantasize.

I fantasize Asato idol who is gonna quit idol.

A few days later, she said at the live, she said I wanted to think only me.

Because other member is busy now.

Like this, I fantasize.

It's also I fantasize repeat and repeat this over and over.

It's also I fantasize recently.

I can't help fantasizing.

If I were, if I went along with my friend, for example, I watched Dragon Ball and

心情と怪我の影響

I support singer who he like.

Like this, if I were, if I went along with his hobby, like this, I thought.

Next, I got hurt.

And this, just a little bit, this hurt.

And this, it stick my pants.

And so, it bothered me from three days ago.

It's gonna, it might, it might not heal.

So, I was scared, I was scared.

It's just a little bit thing.

Almost all people of the world might not worry.

And today, I put on a band-aid.

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