2025-12-29 13:58

第5495回 My foot is swollen&things i can't understand about sport and idle

このエピソードは思考整理のための独り語りです。メンタルヘルスや発達特性を背景に、日常の悩 みや感情をそのまま話しています。聞き流しても問題ありません。

 This episode is a personal audio journal on daily struggles, mental health, andneurodiversity. It is meant to be listened to casually in the background.

このポッドキャストは、生きづらさ・メンタルヘルス・家庭問題を中心に、 日常で起きる出来事や思考を、感情を煽らず淡々と語る雑談ポッドキャストです。親子関係の衝突、家庭内トラブル、機能不全家族。 「普通」や「当たり前」とされる家族像や会話が成立しない現実を扱います。 発達障害(ASD / ADHD)、うつ病、双極性障害、不安障害、社会不安、幸福恐怖、強迫性障害(OCD)。 個人の特性と、家庭・社会環境が噛み合わないことで生じる問題を取り上げます。 宗教二世として育った経験から、 オカルトやスピリチュアルを信じて自分を誤魔化しながら生きることができない感覚についても語ります。 物事を都合よく解釈して安心することができず、 現実をそのまま見てしまうことによる生きづらさを扱います。 長期間の引きこもり、無職、就職活動の失敗、働けない現実。社会復帰の難しさや、将来への不安を、理想論ではなく事実として話します。 難病である潰瘍性大腸炎の可能性を抱えながら、 引きこもり状態のため十分な治療に繋がれない状況と、体調不安が日常生活に与える影響についても触れます。 人間関係のトラウマや、 新たなトラウマを作らないために距離を取るという選択。 人と関わる必要性を理解しつつも、発達障害が理解されにくい現実の中での葛藤を語ります。 哲学やニヒリズムを背景に、 存在の意味を求めるのではなく、 世の中を都合よく解釈する考え方そのものへの違和感や、人の思考の矛盾、浅はかさをスピリチュアルに逃げず考察します。 前向きさや希望を押し付ける番組ではありません。 答えを出すこともしません。 メンタルヘルス、発達障害、家庭問題、生きづらさを抱える人に向けた、静かで重めのトーク番組です。

This podcast focuses on mental health, neurodiversity, and family issues, discussed calmly and without emotional exaggeration. It covers parent-child conflict, dysfunctionalfamilies, and situations where so-called “normal” family dynamics do not work.Topics include ASD / ADHD, depression, bipolar disorder, anxiety disorders,social anxiety, fear of happiness, and obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD),exploring how personal traits clash with family and social environments.Growing up in a religious household, I talk about the inability to rely on occult or spiritual beliefs to comfort or deceive myself, and the difficulty of facing reality without convenient explanations. The podcast addresses long-term social withdrawal, unemployment, failed job searches, and the realistic difficulty of returning to society. I also discuss the possibility of living with ulcerative colitis, a chronic illness, while being unable to access proper treatment due to isolation, and how physical uncertainty affects daily life.Human relationships and trauma, choosing distance to avoid creating new wounds, and the struggle of living in a society where neurodiversity is rarely understood are recurring themes. Rather than seeking meaning, this podcastexamines how people conveniently interpret reality, the contradictions in human thinking, and social absurdities — without spiritual escape or comforting narratives. No self-help. No optimism. No answers. A quiet, heavy podcast forthose dealing with mental health issues, neurodiversity, family conflict, and the difficulty of living in reality as it is.

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スポーツにおける勝利の意味や宗教的な読者との交流を通じて、彼は自らの体験について深く考察しています。エピソードでは、足の痛みや怪我に関する彼の個人的な体験、運動における理解し難い点について語られています。また、膨れている足の話やスポーツに関する分からないこと、そしてアイドルに関するさまざまな視点が取り上げられています。特定のアイドルグループの活動や楽しさについても言及し、中華料理を通じた食文化の体験を紹介します。

宗教的読者との交流
Hello and welcome to this program. Thanks for tuning in. It's friendly and welcoming yet. Today, here's what has happened.
Firstly, yesterday I was surprised. I wanted to claim to religious reader. I intend to mention my opinion.
I wrote the letter and I sent the letter. But I misunderstood. I misunderstood so I was surprised.
Already it was written about myself and reader read the text and but she didn't confirm the fact. So she made a mistake.
So I thought. Next, I think it's when I was a sports etc. A certain team won some game in the case of no decision.
In case of no meaning, they won sometimes. But it's continue no matter how many they won the game.
No matter how many they win the game in the preliminary.
It's no matter for final. Things like this often happened in daily life.
Next, going back the topic. As I said, religious reader didn't accept my mother's real. This family have been terrible.
She wrote the letter. She wrote something conveniently in a bad way in the letter.
Next, yesterday I was excited and surprised. I was moved. Music of AI cover. I listened music of AI cover. It was amazing.
It's like human. Human's voice. Tone and accent and something. It's similar to human. So I was surprised.
Next, as I said, at the funeral, they ordered 20 lunch box, dinner box, but 20 bento.
But they went to Chinese restaurant. So I said, Yuka, they were annoying customer.
But yesterday, she said, they might not order bento. It's different from she said.
メールと決断
She said. Next, unfortunately, a certain company sent email to me. It was written.
If you don't separate this program, no problem. But yes, before I read the message, I decided not to separate.
Just like before, I'm gonna do a podcast. So I decided. If I couldn't decide, it's lucky.
Because she sent email and I read the message, I could have, I would have decided.
My leg have hurt for 3 days. Maybe recently I stood long time. But a bit long time.
Last year, same thing happened. It's getting cold, but no way. There's nothing I can do.
So I stand, I'm standing on my left foot. And I put band-aid on my injury.
So I, my routine was broke, broken. So it's tough. Next, that time I did, next is philosophy.
That time, people say, often people say, that time I did like this, so now I'm happy.
If I had done like this, it's different. People say like this.
But that time, if you didn't, if you hadn't done like this, other grateful thing happened.
Next topic. If you do it, if you, if you will do it, you should do seriously and you should have resolution.
People say, but I can't understand. You are beginner. You haven't ability. You are still early.
People say, often say like this. But people say, people don't say like this for other person.
They misunderstand other person. So they said.
Next, other idol, she said, people around me often say, you are different. You are strange.
Other person said, when you, other people, you don't notice you are different.
So she said, I think everyone should this way, exactly. I'm similar to her.
But I also understand people around me. They would think, you don't notice that you are different.
In the case of like this, like, I think in the same way, I think people should do like this.
アイドルの活動と楽しさ
Why people don't notice this method, this way is good, but they don't notice.
Next, I watched the live of Japanese idol.
A certain idol quit, gonna quit this group.
Other idol said, you are patient.
You put up with doing this group.
But it's not strength training.
Of course, they thought it's tough, but they have enjoyed.
They may enjoy this actively.
So it's strength.
She said, you are great. You have put up with.
Next corner is Hikimeshi.
Yesterday, I had kind of Chinese food, Chinese dish.
I thought good texture. It was amazing.
And Imodango, potato ball. It's similar to meatball.
This is made of potato.
It's involved parsley and bacon.
Until I don't use shoyu, it's good taste.
Thank you for watching this program. See you again.
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