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So we were talking about, is緊張 like a healthy thing or not?
Do we want to embrace it or not?
You talked about your gut feeling was, one, was the prepared, I'm ready, excited, it's a big day緊張
The other one, second one, was like unprepared, like I don't know what's going to happen.
I'm not confident, right? That緊張
You think the second one's not good, first one's good.
Yeah
Second one's not healthy
Yeah
And I'm thinking about that again now
Oh, okay
You've cautioned?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
So those two are both inside of緊張, I guess
It's just like表と裏
Yeah
It's like your mentality is important, like could be changed the situation
Yeah
Right? But the other one, likeサザエさん症候群
Okay
Like to me, that's a bit different from緊張 feeling to me
Okay
Do you think so?
Yeah, I don't think that's the, it's a different feeling
Yeah
I'm just saying that I think サザエさん症候群 and 緊張 is similar in a way that when I feel this again
When I feel that emotion, I'm like, oh, I don't feel energized
I don't want to feel this
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I felt this feeling in the past and I didn't like it
And here it is again, I'm feeling it again
And I'm not enjoying it
Yeah, yeah, yeah
So I've said that it's similar to サザエさん症候群 in a way that like it has repeatedly happened
And it has repeatedly was unpleasant for me that way
So it's a different emotion, absolutely
Okay, okay
So I wasn't feeling any 緊張 when I had the サザエさん症候群
Okay
Yeah
All right
So what you just said, whether if you get excited or energized or not is also very important key, I guess
Yeah
Because if you are nervous in a very good way, you are also like energized
Yeah
And kind of like, for example, the day before the live me
Yeah
I would be very nervous, but I will be also like very energized
Yeah
I just need to practice and practice, practice more
Yeah
Or like memorize things or like do some rehearsals, maybe text to the band members
And like, oh, you know, that's very energized nervousness, right?
Okay
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But the other one is like very less like a low energized nervousness
Okay
It's like a, oh, I just don't want to just kind of waiting
Okay
Then until the day, you know, it's like just trying to, you know, pass the time
Okay
So, yeah, it's two days from now, oh, it's tomorrow kind of, you know, and that's I don't, I don't like I don't want to experience that
Right
So, my counter would be is, okay, so, no, I have a question first
Okay
The first kinchou, the day before your live kinchou, the good kinchou that you enjoy
Okay
So, where does that kinchou come from? Like, why do you feel kinchou?
Like, I'm assuming that you're feeling it because there are some worries of like, okay, oh, I might make a mistake
Yeah
Oh, I might not look good in front of the crowd. Oh, the performance might not go as expected
Right
Like, there's parts of you that are not confident, parts of you that are, that are, that, yeah, that are hard to frame it and like a single emotion
But
Yeah
I'm assuming that's kind of where it comes from. Is that true?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
All right, then, if that's true, my argument would be, I feel like A and B, your first and second kinchou is the same thing for me
Okay
Because I feel like it's just a level of like, so, from the music or anything, any, any, any event that you ever experienced
There's like, the two pillars are
Yeah
Your passion and your preparedness, your readiness, like, understanding of how well what's gonna happen
Mm-hmm
Those two pillars
Okay
Passion and readiness or, you know, preparedness
Okay
Level of expectancy of what's gonna happen
Mm-hmm
Right? I feel like your first example was like, you had a very high
Passion?
You had a very high passion that exceeds the level of your readiness
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The second one, you just had a very low passion
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That, that unders the level of, level of readiness
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Yeah, yeah, yeah
So, that's, that's why I feel like, you feel like that the first kinchou, you can take it positively, positively
Because I feel like it's being, like, over-wrapped by the positive passion, you know?
Mm-hmm
I feel like that's, that's like overriding the negative feeling of the kinchou
Yeah, yeah
Whereas, like, the second job, second event is like, the positive energy, your passion isn't enough to overcome the kinchou
Mm-hmm
So that the kinchou wins
Mm-hmm
It takes over and kind of like, leaves a negative vibes, vibe in you
Yeah
And that's, that's, that's how I looked at it
Mm-hmm
What do you think about that? Was that?
Yeah, I agree with that
Yeah?
Yeah, yeah, it's, yeah, just like you mentioned, like the passion and like preparedness
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Would be, I guess, the two
Yeah
Measurement
Right, right
Yeah, I agree with that
Like, I think that the first one, like the passion thing
Mm-hmm
I, I, I, it's easy for me
It makes so much sense that overcoming those kinchous, you know, when you have like a very big positive energy
Mm-hmm
It's so good for you
Yeah
Right? Because like, it's related to what you're, what you love
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Like, overcoming the kinchou of being in front of the crowd is so important
Like, if you want to like, you know, perform or something, right?
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Right? Like, overcoming, you know, shodans is important if you wanna be a salesman, right?
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That's, I think that's a really big positive to overcome
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But like, what about the, what about the low passion kinchou, you know?
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Like, is that, that's the same kinchou
I think that the kinchou comes from the same reason
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Right?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I think so, like
It's just like the same thing
Yeah, it's the same thing
Yeah
Like, you're worried about your life because you don't know, you might make a mistake
Yeah
Right?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You might not, I don't know
Mm-hmm
It doesn't happen in a day, right?
Yeah
And I feel like if you're, the second example also is like, oh, I'm not prepared
Which means like, I might not be able to perform well
Yeah
I might not be able to do the job well because I'm not prepared, right?
Mm-hmm
That comes from the same emotion, I think
Yeah, yeah, yeah
So like, so would that lead to, would that conclude to
Mm-hmm
If we don't have enough passion
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But have enough kinchou to overcome
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That is something that we want to avoid
Yeah
Like, is there something we should like, is there a reason to embrace that event of like
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A stronger kinchou but low passion
Yeah
Like, is there a positive in that?
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Is there something good in that?
All right
Right?
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Right
Like to me, so, if you, in both ways
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If you overcome that kinchou-ness
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And you get to the next level
Okay
That means both of your like passions and like, like the necessary, like that
Mm-hmm
Necessary amount of preparation
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Will be like get bigger, right?
In the next step
Okay
Like boom, boom, boom, boom, boom
Well, that's what I, how I see the world
Mm-hmm
You know, things will be get bigger
Okay
So, if your passion is this, so the first nervousness
Mm-hmm
If you overcome that
Mm-hmm
Like a passion and prepare
Yeah
Will be like still like getting bigger in this ratio
Okay
Like, I think so
Mm-hmm
And the other hand will be like the same ratio
Mm-hmm
But things will be get bigger, right?
So, you're talking about the second kinchou
Yeah, second kinchou
The ratio will get bigger as in like
Oh, sorry, ratio will be the same
Ratio will be the same
But the amount of like the kibou
Kibou, right
Will be getting bigger
Okay
You'll take on more response, you'll take on a more bigger job
Yeah, yeah
But the passion is still low
Still, yeah, still like this
Mm-hmm
So, I think like there's no good points
And continuing
Yeah, of overcoming that nervousness
Because if you overcome that nervousness
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That means you get the bigger but the same
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Feelings again
Right, right, right
No
Right
But I'm not sure
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Because someday you will turn into like boom like this someday
Yeah
You will find something very fun in it
Yeah
Could be
So, I'm gonna give you like an example that actually happened in my past
Okay, okay, okay
On the next episode
Okay, cool
A three episode worth of that
I love that
That's a thick topic
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
All right, thanks for listening guys
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