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welcome to Kevin's in the stream podcast it was a lady's voice and it was like it
was more like Hawaiian taste right with the hula hula girls
yeah yeah about those ones that's what I did right there
so we've got a message from Megumi-san thank you very much
Kevin-san, Yama-chan-san, nice to meet you
I'm a very normal person in society but everyone in Kevin's English room, especially Kevin-san
I love you so much that I've been uploading videos on TikTok with my juniors
although it's not in English at all
but when I actually do it, the planning, the shooting, and the editing are all very difficult
and I think everyone is really amazing every day
by the way, I'm very nervous
are you two the type that is originally not nervous?
and if there is an episode that you are most nervous about, I would like to hear it
I'm looking forward to your videos, live streams, and podcasts
I will continue to support you
wow thank you thank you so much
Megumi-san
she's posting a TikTok
yeah that's good
I love when people challenge new things
I love when people challenge posting stuff on social media
I hope she's having fun
she's going to get her juniors involved
right
I wonder what kind of topics she's posting
dance videos, educational videos, funny videos
lots of genres
so she's talking about how you got the nerves coming game
yes
you're a really nervous person right?
yes
I think I've never heard this from you
what's the most time when you got the nerves coming game?
the most
the most in my life?
in your life
like pretty much every time actually
every time to the maximum?
yeah like there's no...
but I...
when, okay I remember when I first...
because my feet is like
I'm trying a lot of things because like my feet is making noise
I'm doing a lot of exercise to like stretch maybe
yeah that's important, keep going
yeah thank you
I remember when I first go in front of all the people and sing and perform
university?
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yeah in a circle
yeah yeah yeah
when I was a freshman in university
that was really really like
the biggest maybe
really?
one of the biggest moment
I was there right?
I was in the audience
yeah yeah yeah
so maybe we were together like I mean
the same room
yeah
right?
not the same group
I mean right right
the very first time we were in a different team
I remember we did a live house you remember?
oh in our boys band?
yeah yeah yeah
is that what you're talking about?
okay
that was really like one of the biggest
Kinchou moment
really?
yeah yeah yeah
okay
I'm getting used to it but
the very beginning I was really like
I couldn't see anything
really?
I couldn't like listen to anything
but I made a noise and
do you remember how it turned out?
like were you making...
were you singing right or
were you not singing the right tones?
at that moment
right
I don't remember nothing
okay
like completely nothing
and maybe too scared to like look back
the footage maybe?
yeah I really don't want to see that clip again
okay okay
so when you get nervous like you
you lose
do you realize that you're losing track of yourself?
like do you can't
like I'm feeling like oh I'm feeling like nervousness right now
and I'm wow I'm going out wow
right right right
I get that feeling
yeah
and I can I cannot see anything like listen to nothing and
but I have to you know keep going
and my part is going to be coming and
try to try to sing something
uh-huh
but you know
the quality is a different topic right?
I think so
maybe I did a really like great performance maybe
maybe right that's also like the same possibility as a really bad right?
yeah I don't remember nothing so
if you were to sing right now right now like
will you get really nervous just like not much
not much
you're don't okay so because you got used to the um
the action of
yes
performing in front of the crowd
you're are you like not at all just a little bit
like almost not at all
oh wow that's that's amazing
yeah
wow
but still a little bit of course
uh-huh
hmm yeah but right now if I sing in front of that like two people
in front of one people that makes me nervous
like compared to me singing in front of like 100 people
that's interesting
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really
one
like singing
or two
yeah singing to like this
small group of audience
yeah like singing to one people
why
it's like makes me more nervous
how come
I don't know but uh it's really like close more like you know it's closer and uh
kind of I don't know why but
you is it because you can feel the direct feedback maybe
yeah
if it's 100 you can't really understand how they're feeling because it's like all it's
like a mob and like it's like a it's all like you you can't really read each faces
right you don't have an immediate feedback right
hmm
but when it's small groups you can
like I I actually like seeing people's face and reactions
okay
like if it were like 100 I can I can like go and see their faces
okay
during my performance I can go you know see their faces
and you're not scared to do so
right right and trying to like communicate with those people
like I can kind of feel that I am actually acting something you know acting like it's
a kind of
me being a singer
okay
being a performer
I get you
so it's not the one I get nervous but singing in front of one people like like this is kind
of me just being me myself and singing so it's a little
right
you know
right
more nervous
I understand
yeah
I understand is that uh I was gonna say something um I would say something
I had I had a really yeah I have something to say
I'm feeling nervous right now right
no oh no I got it I got it I got it
remember when we did as a Kevin's English room we did our first uh no event off event
in Akihabara
yeah
did you get nervous
no
zero
zero
damn
did you
yeah I did I kind of did get nervous
I think Kaki-chan was nervous too
yeah he's a nervous guy
but uh so my answer would be um this is a little bit cute I would say
okay
but I think there's some essence that really overlays with you
it really I get I feel like I get the most nerves under like romantic situations like
romance situation is the is like the most like they're looking back at like the chops
of like when I got nervous I think like the top five or ten would be like it during a
romance situation
oh really
right like
can you tell me the
sure
like details
when I first I think when I first got nervous really like the biggest nervous was like probably
um when I first held tried to hold hand
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girl
cute right
how cute is that
yeah
cute and pure um so right I it's that moment when I try to like the hands right there walking
next to me and like I just gotta make that move Kevin just like hold that hand Kevin
like go for it you're a man be a man Kevin be a man what are you doing Kevin grab that
hand it's right next to you grab it what are you doing Kevin grab it right I had that conversation
and as I'm having that conversation the heart pumps like faster and faster I can feel like
being nervous like Jesus Christ Kevin it's just a hand what am I what am I getting nervous
for be a man right I remember that happening and then I mustered up muster up the enough
courage to actually hold the hand and I made it through but um it looked it looked I think
it looked smooth like I don't know but for my person I think it did look smooth we never
know we never know right that's the point that's the that's the funny part but like
inside of me I knew that I was like oh like heated up brain's running fast I really wasn't
thinking about anything else like the girl next to me was like oh that's cute and I'll
be I'll be answering yeah that's definitely cute right there you know that's yeah cuteness
right right number one cute yeah saying things that like not really carrying out a conversation
all I'm thinking about is like how am I gonna grab this hand right next to me right so when
I you right cute right so I I like I thought back on why why am I getting so nervous over
like these like romantic things and so the reason that I that I I ended up with really
I think overlays with you is because I think in romance it's really you it's it's the raw
you like it's completely 100% yourself right and the rejection you get from that is real
like you get rejected for you right that's why you're more scared but and but when in
terms of like when it's in business or when I'm acting out a character or when I'm when
I'm Kevin's English from Kevin it's more of like the rejection is on the the the marketed
Kevin's from Kevin or the the business person Kevin see that's not nervous to me because
like that's in the game you're in the game right you're in the field so it's not it's
the rejection is not really a rejection it's more of like a like a like a trial and error
kind of thing it's more like a just a really in the micro kind of just small like trips
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that really doesn't mean a whole lot it doesn't make that much of an impact but like in romance
like you're really going direct from your heart like raw to the other person so like
the rejection you get is more real and like the pain you get the is much more you know
I guess like deeper much more impactful right that's why I feel like that romance is much
more you get I get much more nervous easily yeah you know that's a great great theory
that's nice yeah right that's right yeah right right right wow have you heard that experience
before trying to when you first try to hold hand with a girl do you remember that I or
like the first kiss or anything like that yeah I don't remember when I first grabbed
my mind the girl was right hands I don't remember that moment actually it was yeah but I I did
remember when I first kissed a girl and I was like so nervous yeah I think I was completely
like red like this oh that's really red like red like this and I think like I always seemed
a little bit like this yeah it was my girlfriend's house uh-huh yeah when I was junior high I
went to girlfriend's house and uh it was like shared room with her and her roommate older
sister wow family member yeah okay so at that time there was no older sister returning to
house so me and her yeah but you know have to care about the the sister coming back out
so I was like make sure that no one is right right right this room exactly yeah maybe quickly
right you gotta execute that fast yeah right you don't have time yeah and so you you've
successfully made the landing yes you made the landing yes it was a little roughly a
little rough turbulence coming through a little bit though okay okay I made it but you made
it eventually yes yes yes okay good memory huh right memory like those things will never
be like forgotten uh-huh in my life right right it was like first experience things
I would still probably be nervous I would still probably be nervous like if I were to
first hold hands with somebody like yeah yeah it would I would still get nervous like or
like kissing of course or like you know actually telling how you feel yeah that's really like
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that's nervous yeah like for me that's that's the best nervous moment yeah like that moment
before you tell her how you feel that dinner of like yeah you're all you're thinking about
is like okay so I walked out of the store okay so the first thing I'm gonna say is be
like hey I actually do I have I have like right I have this I actually plan out like
like whole no not the whole thing but like like 30 minutes before okay I feel like it's
the time I feel like 30 minutes or like 15 minutes before oh shit this could be the moment
that I'm gonna tell her how I feel and I'm gonna be like okay I gotta do this I gotta
do this I gotta execute this smooth it's be like okay so um so we're gonna I'm gonna I'm
gonna walk around here it's gonna it's gonna walk around here still like it's gonna like
just just this is the first thing I'm gonna say okay right and then I'm gonna tell her
this right right and he's gonna right that's how I would like think that through in my
head that's what I would do yeah right right right that's cute oh yeah we talked a lot
heat it up right that was a nice topic yeah hope you enjoyed that yeah thank you Megumi
san thank you Megumi san that was really like great topic yeah it did it did bye bye
