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Time continued to flow in quiet stillness
Along the way, the phone's battery stopped at 97%for no clear reason
It was a tiny fluctuation, never meant to berecorded
Yet this program gathers only those small,meaningless shifts
It's evening first. I'll talk about what'shappened before.
Recently, I've been eating black soybeans forlunch.
They're liquid, so they taste like black meat.
Black sesame. That shouldn't happen, but I tastedit.
People say all shaved ice flavors are the same,but no matter what, I taste black sesame.
I think that affects the taste too much.
On TV, people can't tell what they're eating iftheir eyes are covered.
But we don't really taste our food.
Maybe that's why people talk about or watch TV oreating.
They know focusing doesn't matter.
Some people know food well, but that's just oneside of it.
Next, I think singers need good looks even morethan actors.
If they don't look good, they should just bewriters.
Most singers look good. I care about looks withsingers too.
If they look good, the song sounds better.
If they don't look good, I wonder why they'repopular.
Next, about blogs.
People who teach how to make a blog, I think noone succeeds by listening to them.
Only people who quit are teaching it.
When I had a blog, I studied many articles, but itdidn't work.
Reading them was a problem.
It's a day job.
It's the same with English.
Everyone says different things.
English education is bad.
But no one thinks it's a system in real life.
No one speaks like the textbooks or thepronunciation guides.
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If you study how to pronounce, you get a gapbetween the rules and reality.
I feel the same as I do with blogs.
Nothing in those articles helped.
Also, I missed old snacks, so I looked at photos.
My mom asked who I ate that from.
Rokkatei, but I couldn't remember.
I'm still struggling with that.
I have curiosity, but it's almost an obsession.
I feel like I have to check things as a rule.
Today, I thought about English and my show namealready.
I wonder how many hours I spend on this.
I think there might be more to study.
The world changed, so what I knew 10 years ago isdifferent now.
I have to think again.
I checked this other day, too.
It's the same with how to eat tofu.
I had many ideas, but they went away.
Now that things have changed, all the ideas mightwork again.
I have a list to check, but while it's a lot ofwork, this is a trauma.
But my neighbor's son drove his car loudly infront of my house.
After my father talked about his wife, was heshowing off?
Was he looking at us?
I wonder what that was.
Also, I imagined going to an idol meet and greet.
I realized that if I did it, I'd be empty fordays.
I shouldn't do it.
Once I had a dream about it, and I felt like thatfor a day.
There are crude idols who are popular with girls.
I wonder if they are happy to be seen like that byfans.
They might be happy, but also feel somehesitation.
For dinner, the cabbage and broccoli were good.
People eat broccoli for diet, but it's verypopular.
I had chicken katsu today, too.
I think I made it today.
Yesterday, I had salmon.
This morning, the mushroom were very good.
The eggs and eggs were good.
But I was imagining things, so time went by fast.
My scene of time is strange.
The time is 2 hours past M.
I don't know it.
When I want time to go fast, it doesn't.
Now it's 4 M.
I forgot what I was going to say, but I noticedsomething.
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I was listening to a podcast with captions andwords pulled me away.
I couldn't understand it right.
I realized I'm using my memory to fill in thewords.
A scientist said humans don't see what's in frontof them.
They see their memory.
When we listen to people, we are just pulling outmemories to guess what they're saying.
People say locals will guess what you mean, evenif you're English.
But it's the same for Japanese people.
We guess what others want to say.
When I listen to podcasts or captions, I noticethe pronunciation is hard to hear.
It's a contradiction.
People skip sounds to speak fast as the brain istrying to save energy.
If our bodies were better, maybe our brains wouldbe more efficient.
But now it's just saving energy.
We don't notice it.
We think we are hearing everything exactly.
I was surprised today.