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退院後の食事体験
So, what did you eat for the first day after you get out from the hospital?
Oh, okay.
First thing I got.
Okay.
First thing I ate was a, I took a picture.
You said you went to the cafe, right?
That's correct.
Shin-Okubo.
I went to a cafe, Shin-Okubo, and I'm just going to, what was it that I ate at that cafe?
Probably not the best food to eat after de-hospitalization, but, I ate, I ate a pancake.
I ate a pancake.
A pancake?
I ate a pancake.
Okay.
Yes.
With cream on top, or?
Yes.
With cream on top, yes.
Is that what you wanted?
Yeah.
That's exactly what I wanted.
I kind of was craving for, so, there wasn't particularly a food exactly that I was craving
for.
It was more like the experience that I was craving for, being able to go to a fancy cafe.
Right.
Filled with people.
Shin-Okubo filled with people, and like, right?
That was kind of the experience that I was craving for.
It really wasn't about what it was that I ate.
It was more like the experience.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You ate a pancake.
I ate a pancake.
After that, I went to another cafe.
I ate a, I ate a, like a cake.
Probably not that good for the body, I'm sure.
But, you know, I shared it with my wife.
I only ate a portion of it, so it's not that bad.
Well, yeah.
It's not that bad, yeah, I guess.
Then I ate udon.
Udon's pretty good, but I went for the mentai cheese udon.
So, probably not as good.
Cheese.
But, okay.
What is this?
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And for dinner, I ate sushi.
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
For the dinner.
Yeah.
I guess.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Right.
Nothing fancy, though, but I went to the grocery store.
Oh, I see.
Everyday.
Packed.
Everyday packed.
Yeah.
Yeah.
病院食の思い出
Check out the hospital food.
Yeah.
It was on.
I see those.
The first ever hospital food was ryudo shoku.
This is what it was.
I had...
Wow.
The main dish was this...
What do you think this is?
I think it was like a potage.
Yeah, like a jagaimono potage or things like that.
Potage with nothing inside.
Mm-hmm.
With green tea.
Oh, okay.
It's like green tea.
Okay.
And some joa.
Okay.
And some grape jelly.
Oh, okay.
That's it.
Yeah.
That's it.
For the starter, right?
For the starter.
For your...
For my stomach, yes.
Yeah.
My final meal, it went up to this.
Oh.
I got some...
Wow.
Yakizakana.
Okay.
Ni-zakana.
And then kabocha.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Okayu.
Okayu.
Osuimono.
Osuimono, yeah.
Tamanegi to ninjin no nanka.
Daikon no.
Eh.
Pineapples?
Oh, yeah.
Chigau.
Pear.
Yeah.
Pears.
Yogurt.
Mm-hmm.
That's a lot.
Oh, that's a full...
Yeah.
Full meal.
Full meal, that's right.
Oh, nice.
Yeah.
They looked...
They look good.
They actually are pretty good.
Yeah.
They actually are.
Oh.
Like, you know?
It doesn't...
Probably was gan.
Yeah.
Yeah.
But it actually...
It didn't feel like gan.
Mm-hmm.
One day, they gave me this.
What's that?
Cream stew.
Wow.
Bread.
Three bread.
Three bread.
Ohitashi.
Ohitashi, yeah.
Naga.
Soup.
Soup.
Yeah.
And milk.
Miru miru.
Miru miru.
Right?
I mean...
That's not bad.
They look good.
Like, I'd say adult version of Gakkou no Kyushoku no...
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
Pretty good.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
That's pretty good.
Nice.
I liked it.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
Yeah.
This was the hospital room.
Uh-huh.
I took this picture before I got out.
Okay, okay.
So, it's like the final day of...
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
So, this is the bed.
Yeah.
You got a screen.
You got a screen.
TV, I guess.
You got a TV.
You got your desk here.
Okay, okay.
Yeah.
All right.
Not bad.
Not bad.
Not bad.
For two weeks, say.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Two weeks.
Yeah.
Big moment.
Mm-hmm.
Big moment.
What was the thing that you wanted to do the most?
退院後の生活
Like, after hospitalized.
Oh, after hospitalized?
Yeah.
I mean, definitely enjoy the city, you know.
Walking around.
Yeah, walking around.
Yeah, man.
Enjoying the, you know, the Kankochi.
Yeah.
The Chibuya.
Yeah.
Chibuya, big buildings in Chibuya.
You know, there's all these, like, shopping malls.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And restaurants.
And walking around there, you know.
You went to all those places?
I got tired.
Yeah.
So, I couldn't.
True, true, true.
But, yeah.
I mean, I did go to Shin-Okubo.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Went to Chibuya after that and walked around, you know, around the buildings.
Yeah.
And I went home after that.
But it was so fun.
Those were the things that I wanted to do.
Nice.
Yeah.
And then, after that, next day, I just sat down outside, appreciating life.
Aha.
You know, is what I did.
Yeah.
That's what I did.
I kind of wanted to, like, suck in the gratefulness of life, you know.
Yeah.
That I'm able to do this right now.
Like, you know.
Like, I'm alive.
Yeah.
So, yeah, I did that.
Yeah.
So, yeah.
Lovely moment.
Yeah, big moment.
Beautiful moment.
Big, lovely moment.
That's right.
Yeah.
And you say you went to a day trip to somewhere, right?
That's right.
I went to a day trip for my birthday.
I went to Yokohama.
Oh.
Where you, I don't know, originally, you came from around Yokohama, right?
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, that's right.
Yeah.
I stayed at a hotel in Yokohama.
Yeah, yeah.
And, you know, I ate a lot of gourmets there.
Nice, nice.
But it was a half challenge, you know.
I never, with this bathroom situation, never went so far.
True.
But I made it.
I was okay.
Like, it was manageable.
So, it was a big success for me.
So, yeah.
It was fun.
It was fun.
You're enjoying the life.
I am enjoying the life every day.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Getting easier and easier, I would say.
Yeah.
Nice.
I mean, I get to know my body more.
Yeah.
With the symptoms I have.
Just staying.
Yeah.
So, do you have anything that you want to do right now?
今後の目標
Right now?
Yeah.
Hmm.
You know, I kind of do want to work.
Work.
You know, doing this podcast.
Oh, I see, I see.
You know, going back to the everyday sort of scheduling.
Making videos.
Yeah, making videos.
And that's, you know, we were away from it so long.
Yeah.
And the fact that not producing was kind of like this.
There's part of me where, like, I want to be productive.
I want to be more, like, in society.
Creating things.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Creating value.
That, I kind of want, I kind of have a desire for that right now.
Oh, nice, nice, nice, nice.
True.
Including the Kake-chan's situation, we've not, we've been not doing these things for...
Two months.
Yeah.
Long time, so.
True.
Right.
So, that's that.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
But, you good?
Like, physically, like, you can...
Yeah.
You can...
I don't know, like, talk?
Yeah, I can, yeah, I mean, I can talk.
Mm-hmm.
I have the people around me, like you and Kake-chan around me who will support me whenever
I need to take a break or whenever I have an emergency, I have to do something.
Yeah, of course.
So, like, I can go back to, you know, go back to work comfortably.
Mm-hmm.
Thank you for that.
Mm-hmm.
So...
Yeah, doing good.
Good, good, good, good.
Yeah.
Good, good.
Right.
So...
Yeah.
Yeah.
So, you're literally back to the world, kind of.
That's right.
That's right.
That's right.
Yeah.
Thank God.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
God.
Yeah.
It's like a...
It's like a movie to me.
Oh, yeah?
Yeah.
It's like a huge story, huge experience.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
The day that I left with my wife was...
Mm-hmm.
The day that I knew that this happened...
Yeah.
...shit was in my body.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
You know, our manager, Tsuji-san...
Mm-hmm.
...he got so scared.
Yeah.
He was so scared.
He was like...
He gave me a call.
Are you okay?
入院後の気持ちと反省
Like...
Definitely tell me the hospital and I'll go ASAP.
I'll go visit you ASAP.
Just tell me anything that you need.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And I'm like...
Just tell me...
I'll do anything.
Just like that, right?
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
And then I told him the hospital.
He never came.
What?
That was so funny.
What?
That was so funny.
Me and my wife laughed so hard.
That guy who was like, Oh, my God, Kevin.
Oh, my God, Kevin.
I'm just...
Are you okay?
I got to be there for you, Kevin.
Tell me the room number.
Oh, you told him the room number and everything?
Yeah.
Please, just...
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I mean, I told him the room number, but everything...
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And I told him, so this was the date that I'm going to be hospitalized.
Yeah, yeah.
Room number.
Mm-hmm.
And I'll send you the details if you want to come and meet me.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
There's like all this like, New Con, Tetsuzuki shit.
I tell him, I say, Thank you.
I'll go.
Never came.
I, yeah, I loved that about him.
I loved that about him.
Yeah.
That's the, that's him.
That's the juicy part of Shinji-san.
That's the funny...
That's so juicy.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, that's the that's him. That's that's that's the that's the juicy. That's a funny. That's so juicy. That's a funny part of him
Yeah, yeah, I love that. That's why we were having him. Yeah
And he's gonna claim claim claim to us yeah after hearing this podcast
Oh, yeah, yeah, it's funny. Yeah, that was funny really funny
That's right, yeah
Yeah, but you honestly I have to appreciate hmm my life
But that's what I'm feeling right now
Hearing yeah, sorry, definitely definitely it does make you think about life, right? Yeah, I
Guess like that you stayed two weeks in a hospital hospital and just had like huge things
Yeah, but I guess they are like people who?
Still in the hospital and just absolutely maybe those
Who listening through this podcast in a hospital maybe right, right, right?
so like think about those
situations in people like that
Makes me like I have to like yeah appreciate this in it. Yeah
Yeah, that's that's that's um
身体のコントロール
Honest feeling like yeah, it's kind of overwhelming me. Oh, yeah, like it's like it's it's a too
Too too many. Oh, yeah, too too many emotions. Yeah, like
I
Still like processing it like oh, yeah, I don't know what to say
But I mean it was huge like I dumped in to like I dumped in the most like most dense
Yeah, I want to you right now like in one hour
That's a lot. That's a lot of process. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah
Yeah, honestly, I appreciate my life
Appreciated you came back. Thank you. I appreciate
Yeah
my next goal is to be able to
Go to places without worrying about you know, my bowel movements. Mm-hmm. Yeah, that is my next goal
Yeah, and I'm gonna get there someday
Nice, nice. I will
Fucking oh, I will fucking beat my body up. Mm-hmm and make sure that happens
Right now, okay, the shit is taking control of me. Yeah, not the other way around. Mm-hmm. I have to take control of my shit
Like
Yeah right now. It's the opposite. Okay. Yeah. Yeah the toilet
Honestly, it is kind of like I don't want I don't I don't want to admit this. Mm-hmm
Well, like I'm under control. Okay of the shit. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, the shits are under control. Mm-hmm of me
Yeah, I have to reverse that I have to reverse that I have to grab him by the neck. Mm-hmm
I have to grab him by the neck and make him listen to me
You're not shitting
Yeah, that is my goal, mm-hmm no matter how long it takes
I think for a year or so, but I don't get there. Yeah, I will support you
I don't know. What can I do for you?
But um, I just I don't know
What can I do for you? Like, um, I guess the understanding for going to the bathroom often. Oh, yeah
Yeah
Well, maybe if the mornings are probably the most
You know, so maybe I might be late sometimes. Oh, yeah, don't worry. I sometimes
Do
So, yeah, yeah, okay. Yeah, of course, so I guess that's it, you know, it is, you know, it is something that's um,
退院後の目標
You know
We have so much trust here. Mm-hmm. I'm okay with like talking about I shit a lot
Yeah, that's not embarrassing to say but it is kind of embarrassing to say to people who I don't know that much. Oh, yeah
That's kind of like that's a little bit tough yeah
so like, you know
It'll be great if you're
Like understanding of like my situation. Yeah, that'll be great. Of course. I do it too. Great. Yeah
Yeah, yeah, that's that
I hope you'll you'll you'll control him. I will someday man. I will I will control this motherfucker
Yeah
I will
Beat him up in it. Beat the fuck out of him. Yeah
Yeah, all right, so thanks listening guys
