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Thank you
I turned to 27
27, dude
27
You're a man!
You're...
You're a grown-ass man!
Yeah, it is
Wow!
I am
I can't
How do you feel about that?
I don't know
No?
I feel like I'm still 22
Okay
I understand
Yeah
I understand that feeling
So someone told me that, "Oh, you turned to 27, you're an adult guy, but I don't feel so"
I'm still a little kid
Yeah, I understand, I get you
Not growing enough
Yeah
And having nothing that I...
You know, I told you, but I have nothing that I've done in my life
So, kind of have to be in rush to do all things that I want to do
Right
Realize things, you know
Because I'm already 27 and...
If I don't, I will be like 80
Oh yeah?
You know, like
So fast and I will die
Several months ago, I remember talking to you about patience and like how you interpret time and like accomplishing goals and whatnot
And I remember you saying that we have lots of time
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So, like, we don't have to be in a rush
But now you're in a rush
How do you feel about that?
What...
Oh, really? I said so?
Mm-hmm
Okay
Maybe that was context then
Okay
I have been in rush for like three years
Okay
To realize my dream, realize my things
Mm-hmm
The, you know, those things
Mm-hmm
So, that actually haven't changed
Okay
Like drastically actually
Mm-hmm
But it's really big, true that I turned to 27
Yeah
Which means it's quite an adult
Yeah
So, it makes me, you know, worry
Mm-hmm
And makes me feel that I have to be in rush like a little more than when I was 26
So, what...
It's okay, so what are you rushing for?
For?
I want to be a musician and I want to have so many audiences that will listen to my music
and share that, those world
Mm-hmm
So, that's what I want to do
And then so for realizing those things, I have to make songs, I have to write lyrics
I have to be a good singer, I have to be a good player of the instruments
Mm-hmm
And those things first
Mm-hmm
And also I have to...
No, it's not something that I have to, of course
Yeah
I want to build a home, I mean family
Okay
And I want to have, you know, have great family with kids and, you know, those things
Okay
By the way, I think you're using realize
Mm-hmm
I think you're saying realize in a way of like "kanau"
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Realize, I don't think it has that kind of a meaning
Okay
Realize means like...
Just recognizing
Right?
Okay, okay
Um, making it come true would be the best option I can give you right now
Okay, so you don't say realize your dream, you don't say...
I don't think you say that
Okay, okay
I'm not too confident with that
Okay, but I'm not sure it's true
Okay, okay, okay
So, yeah, okay, okay, okay
Right, I have to pursue your dream or I want to...
Want to have those dreams come true
Yeah, come true, yeah, yeah
Put those dreams into action
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Into action, okay
Or like, yeah
Right
Okay, well, thanks
That was English
Quick English lesson
Yeah
So I feel like you're in a rush because you see a deadline
Is there a deadline to all that?
Well, no
I don't have any deadline, but...
But, uh...
Actually not
But think about marriage
I have kind of deadline
Because not like...
Like before
Like 40 or...
Right
You know, 30 or...
Right
I wouldn't be married at the age of 80
Right
Well, at least I guess
You're not going to be able to take care of your kids
Yeah
Right
That's what you mean, right?
Yeah
I understand
So that kind of have...I have deadline
Right
Yeah
Right
And also, I don't have deadline, but that...
Those things are not something that I...
I'm sure that I...
I'm able to...
to come true
So if I do this whole my life and still not, you know...
able to do, that can happen
Yeah
So that's why I have to be in rush and...
have to do the things that I can do right now
Mm-hmm
To max out your potential?
Yeah
To max out your shots?
Yeah
Because I'm not sure if that's possible
Yeah
If this wasn't your thing
Uh-huh
Are you saying that if this music thing wasn't your thing
You'd want to realize that as soon as possible?
That's why you're in a rush
Well, yeah, that can be
Mm-hmm
True
But...
Yeah
I don't think that timing that I will realize that music isn't my thing
Mm-hmm
Because it's kind of...I decided already, so...
Okay, okay, so that's not what you're worried about
Yeah, but I'm kind of...
Worry about making it
Yeah, yeah
Right
Okay
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Unfortunately, we are doing this
Yes
Activity
Yes
With all three and we are living happily
But I'm sure that this is not going to be last forever, you know
So...
Things will change
Yeah, so we have to do this
I mean, I have to do this as soon as possible
Because we never know what is going to be
You know
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Happening in the future
Right
So I will maybe die tomorrow maybe
Mm-hmm
I will lose my arm tomorrow maybe
We never know
Right
So that's why
Agreed
Yeah
So of course we are doing really great job
And going to that better and better places right now
So step and step, step and step
Yeah
So that's something that I'm quite happy about
But still
Still
Mm-hmm
Okay, I understand
Yeah
Okay
Right
Do you feel so recently?
No, recently no, I don't
Recently I feel like I'm enjoying the time
Mm-hmm
That's nice
What I'm doing right now
Mm-hmm
And the time that I have myself
Mm-hmm
I'm talking about like, I'm talking very macro here
Okay
I'm sorry, micro here
Mm-hmm
I'm enjoying my micro stage of like having enough income
Mm-hmm
Having enough time for myself
Mm-hmm
Yeah, I'm kind of enjoying that right now
Oh, nice
But this is only macro
But I have not deeply thought of this in the macro
Okay
In the macro I have many plans
Mm-hmm
But I don't feel being rushed
Okay
To do so
Mm-hmm
Is my honest opinion
Mm-hmm
Not opinion, but my thoughts, feelings, right?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah
Well, of course I'm happy too right now
Mm-hmm
I'm living happily
Right, right, right
Having these time, you know, yeah
But you have your, you know, ambitions, right?
Yeah, but I
True
I understand
I know how I have to do things, so
Is it because you're procrastinating?
What do you mean?
Procrastinating is like
I'm procrastinating, I'm procrastinating what I have to do, I don't have time to do things that are too much work or I don't have enough energy
So I procrastinate
Procrastinate
Procrastinate
Procrastinate
Right
So I often procrastinate my homework and do it on my summer break
That's procrastinating
Procrastinating
Right
For me, I do tax processing
Okay
I procrastinate my confirmed statements
I'm procrastinating my confirmed statements
But I'm not doing them
Okay
Right
Okay
So, sorry, what was the question again?
Is it because you're procrastinating?
Mm-hmm
And not, you know, progressing your musical professional life?
Ah, it's not something that I procrastinate, procrastinating
Procrastinating
Procrastinating things
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But simply I cannot reach it
You know, I'm practicing every day
But I'm still not good at as I want to be
Oh, I understand
And I'm making, but I simply cannot, you know, arrive to the point that I want to be
Okay, gotcha
So that's what I, the reason why I rush
I have to be, make myself to the level as soon as possible
So that's why I need to take it
Okay
Alright
Alright, thanks for listening guys
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